H’s 16th

HAKIMAH’S BIRTHDAY SURPRISE! 

Even though only 4 of us managed to make it- As and Ss, we still had funnnn. The rest of the photos are on Twitter I ‘m glad hakimah likes the Baggu school bag we bought for her!!!

JR. MASH <3

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I still gave in. I wonder if you knew how difficult it was for me to choose to leave. How I chose what was best for both of us. So many things about me you can’t comprehend. You don’t know what it’s like to lose everyone ard you overnight. You don’t even cherish what we have. I can’t afford to go through another round of history. Not this year.

TJL.

It has been almost 5months. I just want you to know that I miss you, so much.

You don’t know what it’s like to lose everyone overnight and wake up finding yourself alone.

 

Anna Graceman, 11 ~ America’s Got Talent 2011, Atlanta Auditions

I won’t settle for second best. Not anymore. Not gonna waste my time anymore. Everyone wants to have that someone who wld spur them on and tell them they can when the world tells them they can’t. When you had that someone, you didn’t treasure it. Who wld go all out to pull you back the right way and make you feel better at the worst times of all?

I’m tired of giving all I have but being treated as invisible. Only approaching me when you need help. Friendship? Have you ever let me know that I’m important to you? Or do you always treat me invisible except when you need help? I’m too nice. I got cheated and made use of. By her. Now I realise its the same for you.

Whenever I think of salvaging this friendship, I think of all the wasted efforts, brokenness, hurt and tears. I can’t afford to do badly for my olvls. You can, but I cnt.

me: Bull what d…

me: Bull what do you do when you feel that everything is falling apart..?

Bull: I cry real hard and then I move forward.

♥

 

 

Maddi Jane still is the best thanks to the experience she has.

Yes I taken back by how fast you tuned yourself to it. To put it blatantly, you’re just a player. You’re just gonna go around and hurt others. You don’t know how much you’ve hurt me ’cause of what you switched yourself for. You didn’t even realise that I left. You didn’t. And by the time you do, it’ll be too late. It’s almost a week, I’m not all cool about this I’m not looking forward to seeing you ever again. But I don’t want to fail my o levels tryna save someone that doesn’t treasure a shit about me.

I’m tired of waiting. Since the start I waited for you. When courage was an issue I took it in my stride. When you went back to old habits I made things new for you so you could start fresh. Now in a blink of an eye you do this to me. When do I have to wait until? Why am I the one who’s always waiting?  I’m not going to wait anymore.

 

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