散场的拥抱 – 倪安东
January 23, 2012
This artist, Anthony, sang for the drama <拍卖 Secrets For Sale>. The drama’s rly touching.. Anyway, he came to SG to hand his autographed album to Christopher Lee and Jesseca Liu. How cool is that.
The urge to not go to school tmr is so strong……..I don’t want to have to see her………….
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January 17, 2012
I just want you guys to be able to stand tall. I’m so tired of taking in all the impact of everything happen so that you guys will get a lighter hit. I never once complained, never once spoke about it. I believed you guys wld mature. But I failed. I never once broke down in front of you guys. You how much it hurts to see everything going down the slippery path? To have to let go and watch you fall? You don’t know. No one knows. Battling this alone has been my greatest heartache. Please, please just learn to stand tall. For yourselves, for your future.
We were both brought up the same way. Same sports same instruments. Same routine. Same school.Exactly the same.She majored. I didnt.Now in NYGH, where I cld have went to too. Why was I so naive then. such a fool.To give up my dream for something I knew nothing about.There’s nothing left to say. Just…I’m a fool.
I cld have made it to youth Olympics or at least SEA games by this age. But were am I? stuck re unaccomplished in anything. I feel so stupid.





